This is a blog dedicated to my dearly loved and missed daughter.

Alexandra's Footprints

Alexandra's Footprints
"How very softly you tiptoed into our world. Almost silently; only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your footprints have left on our hearts." --Dorothy Ferguson

Monday, November 17, 2008

11 Months




My Little Alexandra,
I know you see everything I do, how I act, how I feel, so please know that when I cry & cry that's it's only because I love you so much. I miss you and can't believe that it has been 11 months. I do stop myself at times from having those thoughts of you being 11 months old only because my heart can't handle the ache. I do love to think about you but these thoughts always are joined with thoughts of needing you with me, not understanding why you had to leave.
I hope you finally got your balloons - they were stuck in a tree & I haven't been able to bring myself to see if they are still there - can't even do that right. I'll post pictures later, but know that I love you SOOOOOO much.
You are loved & missed everyday peanut!!
Hugs & Kisses!!!
Love, Mommy! xoxoxo

3 comments:

mommiex4_2008 said...

Big, Big hugs!

~Danny~ said...

hey, i don't know you but my cousin just lost her baby, she was 7wks old and its hard because you just dont expect that type of thing to happen to a baby. you always just assume that they will get older and you will be there to see them grow.

Jack's Mommy said...

You are such a wonderful mommy to Alex! ((((HUGS)))) You know I love you!